I’ve had a tough year. The combo of 2020 and 2021 has been a gut punch for many of us. Simone and U.S.A. Olympic gymnastics were supposed to be my escapism from an unrelenting cycle of personal disappointments, pandemic deaths, and collective depression. But since Team Finals, it has slowly sunk in that there is no escape, just a long, slow plod through a pandemic.
My reckoning came during Team Finals, but, at some point, I think we’ll all have that realization that this return to normal fantasy is a delusional dream. And as quiet as it’s kept, many of us have long realized that normal wasn’t healthy anyway; it was just routine. I applaud Simone for prioritizing her mental health. For her heroic act of self-preservation. And for showing me that I really don’t want the nightmare of normal. I want progress.