My Journey: Trust the Process

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Chapter 16
  • Felt almost numb going into Trials
  • Mindset on everything mattered–performance at camps, practices, podium training mattered, not just the competition
  • Gymnastics is a subjective sport. Judges hold the future of a gymnast, every judge has their own taste and style preferences, different things they are tough on, and different things they are relaxed on
  • Noted teams had been chosen straight down the AA ranks under Tom
  • Simone was essentially locked in, and Jade had her individual spot
  • Drove to Trials with their coaches–her first long road trip with them
  • Seven workouts in the four days before the competition. Hit all her beam routines twice a day, never missed a bar routine or a beam series
  • Required to do all four routines for the televised podium training. Parents didn't get a subscription to Flo for this and followed on social media
  • Day 1:
    • Great vault
    • Bars–bent knees coming out of shaposh half–upset because it was the first major mistake she'd made in St. Louis
    • Warming up beam, needed to use the bathroom. Armine told her not to go. She had a ritual to always go when she felt the need, but tried to focus on her routine. Kept debating if she should go; then thinking she didn't have enough time. Had their one touch and Armine left her for Kara. Rushed her series and fell, then fell again on her dismount
    • Devastated, trying not to cry. Al wouldn't stop lecturing her and Armine wasn't around, tried not to show expressions because the cameras were in her face
    • Finished floor with a clean routine
    • 10th AA after Day 1
    • Prayed and kept faith
    • Hoped that her vault and floor would be her keys
    • Tom told her he'd been impressed by her all week and not to worry about her beam–just do it like she was on the floor
  • Day 2
    • Nothing to lose, felt less stressed
    • Hit bars
    • Solid beam
    • Spectacular floor
    • Vault was clean and solid
    • Finished the night thinking she'd done everything she could
    • Moved to 8th AA
    • Thought her floor was peaking and she might even have a chance of medaling on it
    • While waiting, felt she had no chance of making the four member team and was hoping for an alternate spot
    • Things she would have had a chance if she had hit as strongly on Day 1 as she had Day 2
    • Had to be happy and thankful with being an alternate and be going at all
    • Had predicted the team would be chosen by going down the AA list, and that's what happened
    • Doesn't know if any strategies were taken into account about what events and athletes would make a team stronger like would have happened in the Karolyi era
    • Quotes Tom's statement about tenths not mattering in his decision to take AAers over specialists
  • Learned not to pressure herself too much and was proud to be an alternate
  • Perfectionist, but she rebounds quickly when something goes wrong

Chapter 17:
  • There was a summer camp at GAGE the week before they left. Lots of campers wanted pictures, but she wanted to social distance as much as possible
  • Weren't allowed to sign t-shirts or take photos–signatures were stamped on t-shirts before hand and a signed photo from Trials was given to each gymnast
  • Workout schedule was modified to avoid contact with gymnasts who had been traveling, both for COVID and to avoid distractions
  • The entire summer camp (hundreds of gymnasts) would stop and watch when Kara and Leanne did routines. Stressful, but learned to block it out
  • Training hours for the second workout were technically 4-7, but they could leave early if they hit
  • Did bars and beam twice a day–needed two hits in both morning and afternoon for bars. 6 hit beams in the morning and 4 in the evening–mentally and physically exhausting
  • Had two practices the day before they left. Training was intense in the gym until the last minute
  • Talks about how hard it is being an alternate and being ready for anything
  • After first practice, talked with local news channel, and then had send off by GAGE. Lunch at Armine's, got her nail done. Enjoyed getting spoiled and looking pretty for Tokyo.
  • Reported told her mom Armine considered Leanne one of the hardest workers in the gym, which she hadn't heard before
  • Armine had given them motivating quotes every day since US Classics 2021 to the end of the Tokyo OIympics, and she had saved all of them. Showed them to reporter
  • Finished packing for Tokyo at 1:30; suitcase weighed 68 pounds. Decided to deal with the overage fee.
  • Left for the airport at 3:30
  • As passengers for the Olympics, were told their checked bags could weigh up to 70 pounds without fees
  • Bittersweet saying goodbye to the family that couldn't travel with her to Japan
  • Unexpectedly were upgraded to first class on flight from Kansas City to Denver
  • Denver to San Francisco to meet up with the rest of team USAG
  • Before boarding, had to show boarding pass, passport, and negative COVID test
  • Were in Economy Plus. When they realized how empty the plane was, moved back a few rows and got an entire row to herself, could lie down.
  • All spectators banned from the Games
  • Delta variant was surging
  • 85% of Olympic athletes vaccinated before Tokyo. Rigorous daily testing. Each delegation was required to wear a mask, had strict personal hygiene, and was required to social distance
  • Restricted from tourism and had strict arrival and departure dates
  • Would have to leave the country in 48 hours if not needed. If you were on the team and didn't make an individual final, you also had to leave in 48 hours
 
She does not discuss why she and her parents chose for her not to be vaccinated. She seems to stand by the choice. She does discuss feeling attacked because of it.

Chapter 18:
  • Lots of media awaiting Simone in Tokyo, they got to be part of it (not said in a bitter way!)
  • Flight from CA to Tokyo was 10 hours, and 14 hour time difference from Kansas City
  • 6 hour process getting through the airport–waiting an hour to get off the plane, COVID saliva test, credential processing, immigration, customs, waiting for COVID test results. Small groups, isolated bathroom no other travelers used. Plane landed at 3, got to hotel at 9; only a 15 minute bus ride
  • Only left the hotel for practice; whereabouts monitored via their phones.
  • Meal rooms had a good selection of foods. Got food wearing gloves, sat 6 feet apart, and all sat facing forward. At least being on the top floor of the hotel, they had a good view
  • Excitement overpowered jet lag for first day of training. Braided the front of her hair for the first time without her mom's help.
  • A favorite Bible verse is Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Everything is possible with faith in Christ, even if it doesn't go the way you want it to
  • Practiced in Hashimoto Daiki's training gym
  • Usually alternates would have trained separately, but because of COVID they stayed together
  • Third day after arriving, got a text that they couldn't leave their rooms or go to practice because Kara had a positive test. Leanne was Kara's roommate and immediately moved to a separate room. Everyone was worried, Leanne more so because she was Kara's roommate. Armine told her not to tell anyone at home so they wouldn't worry
  • Had to tell her mom because her mom immediately noticed she was in a room by herself–mom was calm
  • Kara was taken to the airport clinic testing site for a PCR, which came back negative and everyone was able to resume practice–missed the morning practice, but got the afternoon. Leanne got to keep having her own room
  • Later that evening there was drama between one of the alternates and the main team gymnasts. She was in the practice room when she heard something like, "Please don't get hurt. I really don't want to compete and have to replace you." Remembers staring at them in disbelief. Rumor started that the alternate wanted someone to get hurt. Everyone had to meet and she had to personally apologize and clarify that she didn't mean for anyone to get hurt. Simone commented, "Being an alternate is not an easy job, but we need to work together."
  • July 19:
    • The next day Kara's test was positive again. The positive was confirmed. The trip for the alternates to the Olympic Village was cancelled and she never saw 'daylight' after that. USAG released a statement and there was a lot of criticism for letting alternates train side-by-side with the team
    • She got a lot of negative comments–many believed she was the one who tested positive because she was unvaccinated. Felt brutally attacked even though she was healthy. She had been identified as unvaccinated after Trials–Nancy Armour asked the question. Doesn't seem happy she was asked about it at all. Many people criticized her for being selfish, jeopardizing Simone's health, and saying she shouldn't be on the team
    • CNN and NPR tried to reach her dad for interviews; the Malaysian family knew about it before her mom had a chance to talk about them. USAG and USOPC did not require COVID vaccinations for US athletes
    • Front line members of the hotel moved to a new hotel new the competition arena immediately. Armine didn't want Kara taken to a COVID hotel away from her
    • Leanne's parents were told she would be quarantined for 5 days if she had a negative test that night, which would allow her to fly home on July 24th as originally scheduled. Had to clarify if she'd be allowed to start practicing on 22nd at the end of her quarantine
  • July 20
    • She and her family tried to stay low key
    • Eakers did many interviews talking about COVID and the vaccine
  • July 21
    • Was still hopeful she'd be able to get back to practice
    • Made sure to follow the rules
    • Was stressed about potentially testing positive after being close to Kara
  • July 22
    • Japanese public health said she could not go outside freely or practice
    • Would be quarantined for 14 days. Flight was changed to Aug 2
    • Felt like she'd done everything she could by taking hygiene seriously, masking, and distancing
    • Heartbroken. Put on her favorite Olympic leo and took a million shots of handstand to get a perfect one for Instagram
    • Post went viral, got many supportive. Most fans were positive, but still had some negative comments. Ignored them. Felt her situation was only COVID's fault
    • Felt totally ignored because she was an alternate and unvaccinated. One of the other alternates said she felt like they didn't care about them. Leanne said, "We're just here for fun!" and they both laughed
    • Parents were trying to get more information on her situation
    • Felt imprisoned
    • Couldn't figure out how to watch podium training on Japanese TV, so followed on social media
  • July 23
    • Opening ceremonies took place, watched on Japanese TV
    • Told Armine she wanted some matcha-flavored items in Japan, and that day she brought Leanne and Kara match ice cream cones from the 7-Eleven. Able to eat it in the hallway outside their hotel rooms; first time seeing Kara after quarantine. Stood 10 feet away. After one bite without a mask, she couldn't do it and felt like she had a nervous breakdown. Went back to her room because she wanted to remain negative and go home safely. Would have loved to have had ice cream with other people while in quarantine, but not Kara at that moment
    • Just wanted to go home
  • July 24
    • Kayla, Emma, and their coaches left
    • Armine could have left but wanted to stay with Kara and Leanne. There was no definitive answer on Leanne's situation
    • Found out Phil Dalhausser had also been in close contact with someone who tested positive, was quarantined five days, and then was allowed to compete
    • Felt like because she was just an alternate, people thought there was no purpose in her getting out of quarantine in less than 14 days
    • United required more quarantine time than Delta and American Airlines–14 days instead of 10. United changed their policy
  • July 25
    • 10 days in Japan, 7 days in quarantine, still testing negative
    • Lived in constant fear of testing positive
  • July 26
    • United changed their policy back to 14 days
    • There was also a typhoon concern on the 27th, so they needed to change the flight anyway
    • Felt like she'd lost count of time. Confused about what the policies were, scared about getting a positive test
    • Constantly alone and in distress in a tiny hotel room
    • USAG decided to book a flight on Delta for Leanne and Armine on the 28th
  • July 27
    • Taken to USOPC's hotel for a COVID test. First fresh air she'd had since being quarantined
    • Drove by Japan's Disneyland
    • Negative test
    • Got to shop at a convenience store and got matcha snacks, latte, brownies, and KitKats. Most fun she'd had since arriving in Japan
    • Got McDonalds on the way back–Al was tired of hotel food and wanted to try Japanese McDonalds. Portion sizes were smaller
  • Daily Routine in Quarantine
    • Take COVID test at 7, then go back to sleep (stayed up late FaceTiming with parents)
    • Bored, not much to keep busy. Wish she had taken summer school
    • Did pilates and basic conditioning
    • Longest she'd ever gone without going to the gym
    • Three meals delivered to her room a day One day wrote a note asking if she could have a banana, grapefruit, or kiwi, and after that those three pieces of fruit were delivered three times a day with her meals. Soon had an entire drawer of fruit
    • Got steamed broccoli, cauliflower, and green beans for all three meals every day. Never got to try authentic Japanese food
    • One day the interpreter asked if they wanted to change their meal plan after the other alternates left. Asked if they could order off the hotel menu and get what they wanted–everyone liked this much better!
  • July 28
    • Very eager to depart
    • Left the hotel at 10 for their 4 o'clock flight and ended up with a lot of time to kill
    • Flew Delta Comfort
    • Huge relief to be home
  • Always wonder what the experience would have been like without COVID
    • Would she have made the team if she went clean at Trials?
    • If she were on the team, would she have been removed for being in close contact with Kara?
  • Had always been together with Kara in gymnastics–trained and roomed together
  • Kara didn't have to take extra COVID tests and have the same constant anxiety Leanne did. Flew home one day after her with Al. Didn't have to COVID test for it
  • Still feels the years of training and sacrifice were worth it
  • Was eager to get back to Japan for 2021 Worlds
 
What a heartbreaking experience.

Here's her handstand picture from the hotel:

Leanne.webp
 
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The vaccine wouldn't have prevented a positive test or her getting covid. The vaccine is not for everyone, and she shouldn't have to discuss that. So sad that she was bullied because of it.
I don’t think it’s particularly her reasons for not having it that is interesting. It’s maybe slightly more interesting since her parents are doctors and the family doesn’t appear to fit the stereotypical mould of vaccine sceptics.
But I wondered if there had been pressure from either USAG or USOC to get it. Or if anyone around her, coaches, team mates etc had expressed an opinion on it.
 
Really…? It’s really hard to have any sympathy whatsoever for her, especially as she chose not to disclose why she elected to not get vaccinated.

How would the vaccine have helped her in this specific situation though? She never actually had Covid or tested positive in Tokyo. She was quarantined for being a close contact of Eaker, who was vaccinated. Wong being vaccinated wouldn’t have stopped Eaker from testing positive.

She was only 17 in July 2021. It really wasn’t up to her whether she was vaccinated or not at that time.
 
Really…? It’s really hard to have any sympathy whatsoever for her, especially as she chose not to disclose why she elected to not get vaccinated.
Leanne was 17 during the summer of 2021. Whatever she may or may not think regarding the Covid vaccine, it was her parents decision at the time. It could be argued that it was a totally invasive and inappropriate question for a journalist to ask a minor athlete.

Edit to add: I remember vaguely some speculation that whilst the British Olympic committee required all participants to be vaccinated unless they had a medical exemption, that under 18s were also exempt since Britain was not approved the vaccine for under 18s at that point and that it would affect the Gadirovas.
 

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